Space Traveler Reveals Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse After Historic Trip

Astronaut during spaceflight
Amanda Nguyen, a bioastronautics research scientist, was aboard the automated spacecraft in April 2025.

A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.

The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission earlier this year, which also carried high-profile passengers.

The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a online statement, recalling a check-in call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.

She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Buried Under Misogyny

The researcher, who has dedicated her work to gynecological science and operated research during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her lab work and astronaut training to the historic significance of her background – was drowned out under the deluge of misogyny.

She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.

The Fog Begins to Lift

In the time since fulfilling her dream, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she affirmed.

She added that even with the backlash, considerable good had come out of the experience, such as elevated attention for her women's health research and platforms for her activism.

About the Mission

The fully automated New Shepard rocket departed its launch site in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that passed the Kármán line of outer space.

The diverse crew also included accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.

The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company established by a Amazon founder.

Kathleen Lopez
Kathleen Lopez

Mira Chen is an environmental scientist and writer specializing in geospatial analysis and sustainable development, with over a decade of field experience.